Class from 9:50AM-7:30PM today on 3 hours of sleep and a huge cup of epic strong iced coffee, and I'm all FUCK YEAAAH BRING IT

): I love being unreasonably happy

FUCK ALL LOGIC MY LIFE IS AWESOME just because I'm living it

I need to stress myself out to get manic more it fucking rules HAHAHAHA

HELLO RANDOM PEOPLE FROM THE FRIENDING MEME im awesome, what are you

eta: WHY SO SAD, FLIST

TELL ME ONE AWESOME THING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY gogogo

Entirely random post:

Do letters smell like people? I always hear about people saying letters smell like people. I don't really get how this is possible unless they take the letter and like... rub it all over themselves before they send it to you which is creepy and kind of gross. Or spray it with their perfume or cologne or something but why would you do that and besides then it'd smell like that perfume or cologne, not them, so -- what, huh

Have you ever been desperately in love? I haven't, what's it like? Have you ever written a love poem? Letter? Song? Has anyone ever written one for you?

Why do people sing about love so much? Isn't there anything else to sing about ethgkehkf COME ON WE NEED MORE SONGS LIKE "we are the champions" that are all about FRIENDSHIP and WINNING and BEING AWESOME not like wooooe loooove relationshiiiiips

LOL my professor just started talking about PTSD and didn't know what it stood for and I was all POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER and everyone was all wait how do you know that I was like uuuuuuuuh NOT SOLID SNAKE

I may or may not have overdosed

my mouth tastes like plastic

so I'm sitting there eating breakfast this morning and my mom is just looking at me and i'm like .... what and she's like I CANT BELIEVE YOU'RE 22 YOU DONT LOOK 22 AT ALL and I'm like .............. LOL WTF THAT WAS RANDOM aaaaaaaaaa even my mom thinks I look like pedobait

also of random note I saw a guy doing his makeup in the bathroom today which was weird because IT WAS A GUY DOING HIS MAKEUP IN THE BATHROOM wtf I was just like "uuuuh ok i'll just go... pee over there..."

if palin was the governor of alaska during shadow moses, does this make obama solidus? is rahm ocelot? can putin be volgin even though that makes no sense timeline wise, just because that would be epic and badass and villainy, he's big and bald and russian and probably fights bears with his bare hands anyway and i totally can see him loling at having a sparkly subordinate gay lover that punches people for the lulz /kgb'd

also i met one of my friends' boyfriends who's supposedly this like SUPER GENIUS THATS GOOD AT EVERYTHING AND GETTING STRAIGHT A'S IN COLLEGE AND HAS AN IQ OF 200 OR SOMETHING and he's the most boring personality-less fleshsack I have ever seen oh god you try to talk to him and he just BABBLES AT YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING HE KNOWS ABOUT THE SUBJECT and its like uhhh ok dude i was just talking about sprite, no need to tell me the nutritional contents you photographically memorized off the can... but SHES SO PROUD OF HIM AND WHAT AN AMAZING HUMAN CALCULATOR HE IS I'm like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa boring egocentric idiot I mean oh, he's very smart yes (AAAAAAAAAAAAA)

also I found out one of my HS friends is now married to her HS sweetheart which is nice and stuff BUT SHES MARRIED, SHE WAS IN MY HS CLASS AND NOT A TEEN MOTHER AND IS MY AGE AND IS MARRIED OH GOD DO NOT WANT aaaaaaaaa marriage aaaaaaa SHE BETTER NOT HAVE A KID OR SOMETHING OH GOD THATS SO WEIRD

and i am still in love with the Drunken Tiger song 우리 그리고 너 하나 (Just You and Us), 13th song off the 4th album

한 명이면 충분해 내게는 (One person is enough for me)
너한테 달렸어 미래는 (The future depends on you)
끝까지 행진하는 우리는 (We'll march together 'til the end)
너 하나 때문에라도 하네 (I'll do it even if it's just for you)
Come on!

IS THIS POST MUNDANE ENOUGH FOR YOU ANON

man you know when you read fic or whatever and there's sex and its like -- wtf sex confuses me cause i never aethgkjetgh feel any of that stuff aaaaaaaaa and I like never HAVE felt any of that stuff

like you read stuff where people are all GRRR RWRRR IM DOMINATING YOU or like o-oh no i want to be dominated b-blush and its like what... what, ive never felt either way this is strange but this seems to be the norm for (gay, at least) fic (even when written by non-virgins) and i sit there kinda going huh LOL cause if I ever tried to have sex acting like either seme-uke role i'd LOL SO HARD and feel so STUPID and never be able to do anything cause id be too busy laughing and being all BAHAHAHA FEAR MY NAKED GLORY or like AM I BLUSHING YET CAN YOU SEE ME BLUSH LOLOLOLOL SUH-STUTTER HAHAHA aaaaaaaa

ethgjketh and everyone seems to be under this impression that guys (my age at least) are all sex-crazed and i guess it's mostly true except IM NOT and every time i think about it i'm kinda like ??? maybe i'd be more manly if I were all LOL SEX LOL HURR *CREEPS ON GIRLS/BOYS/YOUR DOG/WHATEVER HURR FAP FAP* or something but auuuuugh no no do not want but sadly some people probably WOULD say that's more masculine or something and think I'm not or think I'm a girl 'cause I DONT do that augh

especially when sex comes up and I'm all auuugh sex auuugh do not want and people are all "OH GROW UP EVERYONE LIKES SEX" (people say this ALL THE TIME) and it's like but I ... DON'T... does like not wanting to stick my penis in anything or have anything's penis stuck in ME (AUUUUUUUUUUUGH NEVER HAPPENING) make me a child, or not grown-up, or not... manly enough or something, I mean wolf-whistling at anything that moves is pretty immature too, where's the masculine-but-grown-up-enough middle ground? is there one? i can't really see one between lol nonsexual-little-boy and sexual-man (even if he's not overtly sexual you KNOW he's thinking it hurr hurr) and i don't even know what I'm ranting about any more

why does sex = maturity?
why does sex = masculinity?

how come it's different for girls?

( meme )

ETA:

LOLOLOLOLOLOL

CALLING ALL TABLETOP GEEKS: http://community.livejournal.com/failogo/19213.html

SPREADING THIS CAUSE ITS AWESOME: http://www.prospect.org/csnc/blogs/ezraklein_archive?month=11&year=2008&base_name=change_we_can_believe_in_1

LJ IDOL STUFF: http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=1293173

FEED REI PLEASE: http://www.valenth.com/feed/182233/Sundrop

IF YOU DONT CLICK ANYTHING ELSE, CLICK THIS: http://theinated.livejournal.com/164657.html

http://community.livejournal.com/f_n_t_m/3339.html

GO VOTE

also I think I give up on nano etghkejth I like my idea and stuff but it takes too LONG cause its all SERIOUS and my attention span does not ... span that far aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

xxDianabanana: A THOUSAND FIZZYS
xxDianabanana: OF THE PERSIAN EMPIRE
xxDianabanana: DESCEND UPON YOU
a death is noted: LMFAO
xxDianabanana: OUR FIZZYS WILL BLOT OUT THE SUN
a death is noted: pew pew pew
xxDianabanana: THEN WE WILL LEAK IN THE SHADE

this is an entry full of sense

I have a midterm tomorrow that I haven't opened the textbook for -- oh fuck whatever I'll wing it with wikipedia and random previous knowledge --

Is this sounding familiar yet?

HAHAHA I think I'd be like a NERVOUS WRECK if I weren't just like MANIC all the time AAAAAAAAAA but I don't... really even feel bad. Or I do, kinda like man I should be studying, the textbook's right there, I haven't even looked up what's ON the test -- but I don't do it, because I'm also like all "LOL SCREW IT I CAN WING IT AND BE FINE BAHAHA" or something at the same time and it's a really really weird feeling like

"OH WELL LOL IF I FAIL I FAIL but i doubt i will but maybe i will and it'll screw my final grade but WHATEVER LOL man i should study but aaaaaaaaaaaa screw it GOING IN BLIND fuck yeah bring it on HAHAHA oh god what am I doing i havent even gone to this class since the first week LOLOL OH WELL whoo Allie's playing WoW with us -- "

Am I worried? Do I care? I must, or I wouldn't be posting this, right? (NERVOUS TENSION NERVOUS TENSION ITS KINDA HARD TO SIT STILL) But then why aren't I doing anything? (HAHAHA I DONT NEED TO CRAM IM AWESOME IM GONNA PASS ANYWAY IT MIGHT BE A C OR SOMETHING BUT I'LL PASS) Maybe I'll randomly study before class tomorrow (HAHAHAHAHA BUT THEN AGAIN MAYBE I WON'T)

AAAAAAAA

Sometimes I really think I'm crazy, even though I'm pretty sure I'm not.

AAAAAAAAAA my mother 3 game didn't save AAAAAAAA IM BACK TO THE BEGINNING GRRRRR

BRB POWERING THROUGH 8 CHAPTERS

PS, know what time it is? http://community.livejournal.com/therealljidol/192104.html?style=mine#cutid1

PPS, http://www.valenth.com/feed/161237/Tainted+Ichor CLICK ANG

PPPS uuuuuuuh

( PERSONA 3 FES BABBLING; CHUCK NORRIS )

exploding dinos: THIS GAME IS ALREADY REALLY GAY LETS MAKE IT AS GAY AS POSSIBLE

This is my new mission.

I have the best LJ interests ever.

Interests: 79: aerial viking funerals, brainwashed minions, dinosaurs, dinosaurs exploding, dinosaurs exploding dinosaurs, dinosaurs exploding dinosaurs exploding, emopuppy, epic backstories, exploding, exploding dinosaurs, exploding dinosaurs exploding, exploding dinosaurs exploding dinosaurs, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeeme, extreeeeeeme, extreeeeeme, extreeeeme, extreeeme, extreeme, extreme, extreme buttsex, extreme extremeness, extreme extremity, extreme meditation, fighting the bears, gay mafia hitmen, hardcore buttrock, joining the boxing club, lolbuttsex, marimo, mr. thelonius, ninja wailing on guitars, perfecting my evil laugh, robopuppies, secret volcano hideouts, stroking my evil cat, stuff, super kendo with lasers, taking over the world, the best story ever, the limit, vitamin extreme, yelling "penis" at people, your mom last night

spoonwalking: IT KIND OF LOOKS LIKE A TANK
failbender: ... spoon, I wanted to say that about the extreme thing
failbender: but I figured I'd be laughed at
failbender: XDDD because I really thought it looked like a tank!
spoonwalking: IT DOES LOOK LIKE A TANK
exploding dinos: it does look like a tank, WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE A TANK

http://failaga.livejournal.com/52367.html

WOULD YOU DATE ANY OF US Y/N

I LOVE GOLDFISH

THAT IS ALL

A) I cannot stop listening to this song
B) I cannot stop laughing every time he BURSTS INTO SONG
C) I cannot stop DYING at 3:10 when he FALLS TO HIS KNEES IN EPIC MELODRAMA
D) I CANNOT HELP BUT IMAGINE THIS GUY WITH A YARANAIKA FACE THE WHOLE TIME COME ON CAN'T YOU SEE IT

BAHAHAHAHA

Spaz entry starts here:

WHEN IS THE MAIL GETTING HERE I WANT MY GAMES DAMMIT SHGRKJSTHKSJHGSHFJGH

STGHSKJGHTS

SGHSJFGF

brb GOING TO WAIT BY THE DOOR LIKE A CREEPY STALKER OR SOMETHING

ahhhhhhhetjhgkjfhg

"You remember your eye doctor?"
"Uhhh... nope."
"Well anyway, he died."
"What?"
"He was in a coma in the hospital and they just pulled the plug on him yesterday."
"Whoaaa, what happened?"
"He had a lot of strokes or something like that."
"Why?"
"I don't know, I heard he was playing golf one day when he collapsed and he just got back up and finished golfing, how do you not go to the hospital after that -- "
"LOL GOLF WITH YOUR DYING WILL"
"What?"
"Nothing."
"So anyway..."

ETA: Need a new layout. All this white is getting boring. Anyone have any ideas? ): ): ):

Final in <10 hours. Gotta be up by 5 to drive and get there by 8. I have not been to class or read any of the book, so this should go well. And then I've got another one 10 hours after that, for which I also have not read the book.

... I should REALLY be more worried than this, NOTE TO SELF: BRING THE BOOKS WITH YOU TO CLASS HAHAHAHA

On a random note, I really like roleplaying Victor. Possibly because the rest of that RP has him in a constant state of "WTF" HAHAHAHAHA

( in the space of like an hour I dreamed a whole damn yaoi manga )

IN CONCLUSION: MY DREAMS ARE EPIC

wtf